7.00am
wake up early..
go taman gelora wif gor gor & his frens..

9.30
whole family go n eat dimsum lurr..
dimsum again..

11.00am
go megamall..
buys comic n luv story ...

11.45am
went b eat mc donald..
saw yoong khang..
my standard 1 & 2 &3 classmate..
he asked 4 my hp no..
lolx...

1.00pm
do hw..
sms wif jason & ken..

yeah ~ go out 4 dinner wif kai gor..
eason belanja ..

juz a simple day

5.30 am
wake up cuz scared to go to skul..
sms wif wei kee lurr..
she ar..
yo~ sleep sleep sleep..
din reply me..
wanna kill her jorr..
call eason lurr..

7.00am
go skul lurr..
dun dare cry jor..
cuz sit in front in d car..
mum bside me..

3.00pm
mou nan tai my result..
my resuly dy very poor jor..
still gt sum more ppl wanna berbanding wif me o..
yo~

^^

wow ~ ttn finish jorr..
xia si wo..
dun dare to look at my right hand side..
we 2 din talk oso..
gt larr..juz 1 sentence like tat lurr..

later an go taekwondo jorr..
ah sit non stop sms me n ask me many many things..
ngam cham dao si..

bakING cake at kai gor hse..
we 6 each 3bake each geh..
lolx..
jason good in bakin cake ..
but my gor gor juz know to cook ..
haha..

我的困扰

作晚又哭了。。
因为想到今天要补习。。
然后，星期一要到学校去。。
我很怕。。
好怕看到她。。

今天醒来时，
很明显眼睛变成很深的双眼皮。。
也肿了起来。。
妈妈问我是不是哭了。。
我就讲没有。。
不敢告诉她。。
她会逼我到KL念书。。

睡不着。。想着她说的一切，想会她跟猪头说的一切。。
觉得一切都虚伪的恐怖。。好可怕。。
从那时，她说她讨厌我时。。
我就很怕。。
其实。。我早已经很怕到学校去。。
好怕到补习去。。
每次我下车时，就会想要逃学。。
可是，我不懂我可以去哪里。。
每次进校门时，我就会告诉自己八至九个小时很快会过去的。。
放学时，我就会很高兴。。

她使到我没有朋友，
使到猪头讨厌我，
子轩装成不认识我，
我很怕。。很怕。。


我的世界只剩下一片灰色。。。。

happy birthday~

wake up early ...cnt sleep..
cry last nite.. til today d eye very pain..
LOL...xd..( yesterday duno cry how many times jor..)
jinson n pei hen co me last nite..
sure is my brother tel them 1..

hapi cuz no nid to go skul..
scared to go to skul ..

sms wif ctp juz now ..
i wanna to tel him my things geh..
but he say he oso gt sumthing make him sad ..
so i din tel him lurr..

today is HIS birthday..
my brother hang out wif him..
i cannot..cuz of my mood..
ardy sms wif him ..
i promise i wil celebrate wif him next year..
hope tat i can XXXX him til tomoro geh 27/8

55555555

at skul..
tan ask me about she & he gt wad a nt at ttn ..
then i juz say [ they chuan zi tiao ..]
n i din say ntg else jor..
yiow say [ hu is d boy ? tel me lor...i won tel others ..]
we din choi him..

after his 'ketua ' cum bak ..
then he & yong hann start report lor..
n stil say me 38..
i dow at o?38 ?
he ask 1 ..then u start saying me ...
n co they all chnage their ttn time ..
WAD DID I DID AGAIN ?

start crying ..
1st time cry til like tat ..
my yan lei cant stop...
still saying me..

after skul..
get into d car..
[y cry o?]
[cuz ..cuz my sejarh juz gt 70 sumthing ma ..]
[ oiyo~ 70 sumthing stil nid cry meh ?]
[ sad ma ..]
[ aiya ~ntg 1 lar..daddy won punish u 1 lar..]
[o..]
( din tel my mum d trust )

went home ..( start crying again in my brother room )
kai gor & my brother playing computer ..
ken saw [y cry o..]
[ gor ~ i dwn go to skul jor...]
[wad happen o ..]
[blablabla..]
[next time , he ask u ..u dwn answer him lar..u answer him jor.. juz make urself in trouble only ..]
[but he wan to know ma..]
[now he know jor..he ntg but u ler..]

go down stair..
mum saw me cry again ..
[ cry wad o ?]
[ mimi , i wan to change skul..]
[ y ?]
[ i m nt happy study in tis skul..]
[ u dun tel me tis kind of nonsense ..last time ..i ardy said dwn choose tis skul..u r the 1 hu say wan to go smkaa 1..so...u dun tel me..]
[555555...]
[stop crying jor~ stand outside ..GO~]
[5555...]

from 2.50pm stand til now 4 .00 pm..
feel damn hot ..

on fb wif phone while standing outside..
on fb & cry at d same time..
sum1 co me to change my attitude again ..
wad is my attitude o?
forgive me ?
wad is my wrong again ?
dun dare to go to skul jor...


难道你不觉得你侵犯了我的隐私和自由吗？
你不须我和他说话， 传简讯。。
别当我什么都不知道。。
别说你没有叫猪头来听我和他说了什么。。
这不是我的自由吗?
我和他说了什么？
这不是隐私吗？
你酱怕我说什么。。
那你就别做啊。。

exam is over~

finish exam jor..
wow~
while we were eating lunch wif my brother , n ken , jason , pei hen ..n many
i duno y suddenly say [ eh ..tis friday o ...is chien min birthday ler..]
brother :[ i know ar ..so ?]
me :[ so ?so ? so ur head lar..]
grandma : [pls dun tak while eating ..]
ken : [o..]
jason : [ neh ..ah yan lor..]
me : [ wad ?]
brother :[ u gt buy present 4 him ?]
me : [haven ..]
brother :[ haha..we ardy buy lor... me & ken & jason buy 1 ...pei hen , jinson buy 1 ..n many..]
me :[ o..]

start playing computer ..
haha..